Monday, April 26, 2010

No Reason Y

You told me you just don't know why
But, that just seems like a lie
You said about those others you don't have any cares
So baby please tell me why even have the affairs
Every time we attempt to embrace
All I see is their face
Nothing would I like most
Is to make this all ghost
The Pain from your touch
Right now is way too much
God please cover my heart
Just in case we must part
it's really getting hard to stay
I'm thinking it would be better to just go away

Somebody disturbed my dream

A fantasy world I lived
Why has my dream been disturbed
Thoughts of my stallion riding the midnight road with another
has never crossed my mind

how did I not see you sliding away from me
how could I not know that someone else was taking my place
too busy with my own things
too even notice that my dream was being disturbed

the pain of deceit has moved from my thoughts to my heart
they thought of you with someone else makes my soul shiver
fighting back fits of anger I pray Lord keep me from evil actions

the pieces of my broken heart must be mended
laying together now only make my tears even the more
look at me and tell me never to stray will you again

I long to fill you again
to hold you and know that I an your queen
my prayers is that we can have it all back again

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Never Should have been told

Resced by what I thought was a genuine soul
But wasn't, there was a story that just got told

Mixed up in a world of deceit
He pounded my heart with both feet

he looked me in my eyes and confessed his past
A place of confort I had to find real fast

Me and at least a half a dozen others
Could have been his babies mothers

But God covered me
becasue my eyes could not see

My life that God gave
his selfishness could have put me in the grave

what was done in the dark has been brought tolight
Hurt, confussed Im still trying to hold on with all my might

They say forgive and moe on
But how all the trust in gone

20 years wiht what I thought was a good man
has been diplenished in a moment of quick sand

I said I do till death do us part
it has stop beating yes my heart

Rescued by what I thought was a genuine soul
I wish his stroy had never been told